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wow. [Saturday
April 16th, 2005
1:46pm
]
so this week hasn't been too horrible.
for the record me and willard (anthony) broke up.
me and ryan are back together.
and everythings okay.
ally and kevin go out now.
we're just one big happy family.
lol. yep that's it.
later.

Ry, i love you.


Char.
10 yesterdays feelings

egh.. [Sunday
April 3rd, 2005
12:09pm
]
[ mood | depressed ]

okay so time for an update.
me and Ryan broke up. for all of those who don't know who he is, he's the guy i've been dating almost a year.
omg this kills me.
i really really really love him, but no one seems to understand that.
so now i'm dating Anthony Willard. he's so sweet and funny but everytime i look at him i begin to compare him to Ryan. it sucks. i find myself saying shit like "he'll never be a Ryan". it just drives me crazy.
i'm in love with Ryan and i duno what to do. i fucked up yet once again.
Ryan wants to work things out but i'm tired of fighting his best friend for my boyfriend. i just can't cry myself to sleep everynight because he wants to hang out with his best friend. i can't do it.
i duno what to do?. someone help.


Char.

2 yesterdays feelings

ladefuckingdah.. [Wednesday
March 23rd, 2005
10:25am
]
[ mood | envious ]

jeeeeeezus.
i'm so fucking tired of this.
i haven't eaten nor slept in 2 days.
i just want to die and get it over with.
"hit me knock me out and let me go back to sleep"..

my god. if someone can help me please do.


Char.

p.s. i love you Ry, don't ever fucking question that.

8 yesterdays feelings

Promo.. [Wednesday
March 16th, 2005
9:13pm
]
[ mood | :) ]

FlawlessCollapse )

new update.. [Tuesday
March 15th, 2005
11:02pm
]
[ mood | sick ]

new layout.
sucky week.
i suck at life.
egh. :-/
i miss you Ry. gawd damn!

so i watched the Notebook, cried my eyes out and now i feel better.

why can't you see you're everything i need? these butterflies in my stomach, they could bring me to my knees.

so long and goodnight.


Spanky*

i love you Ry Baby.

10 yesterdays feelings

promo.. [Monday
March 14th, 2005
8:58pm
]
le_eliteCollapse )

my sister attempts to be emo.. haha.. [Sunday
March 13th, 2005
1:53pm
]
lookie..

emo seesterCollapse )

end.
i love you Ry-GUy.

<3.
2 yesterdays feelings

all the emo kids are doing it.. [Sunday
March 6th, 2005
9:46pm
]
[ mood | loved ]

only because all the other emo kids are doing it..

whoop..

new pix..

cuz it's all that i've got..Collapse )

yippe..
done.
Ry, i love you cracker. you're my world.

Spanky

2 yesterdays feelings

new layout.. [Monday
February 28th, 2005
10:33pm
]
[ mood | egh ]

sucky week.
need a new layout.
just got one. loves it.
wow.
the end.
Ry, i love you baby. you're my world.

2 yesterdays feelings

pix of me puppies.. [Monday
February 21st, 2005
2:34pm
]
[ mood | complacent ]

chhhheck it out..Collapse )

i love you Ry-Guy and you're my world.

♥Spanky*

5 yesterdays feelings

new pic.. [Saturday
February 19th, 2005
11:15pm
]
[ mood | curious ]

w00t.
i need you..Collapse )

Ry, i love you.&&. thankie for everything.

8 yesterdays feelings

Happy Valentines.. [Monday
February 14th, 2005
9:37pm
]
[ mood | exanimate ]

well lets think.
i had a good Valentine's day. i thought it would suck but it didn't.
we all went out to dinner Saturday night.
Ally and i wore skirts and dressed nicely.
Joe and Ry dressed up too. twas so cute.
we went to TGIF and then the movies.
saw Boogeyman. cuddled. kissed.
Ry got me a single rose and a Build A Bear Frog, named Kermit :).

gosh, besterest Valentine's Ever.
Ry, i love you with all that i've got.&&.i can't wait until we're all grown up so we can grow old together.

♥Spanky*

Happy Valentine's Day :)..

1 yesterdays feelings

[Friday
February 11th, 2005
6:52pm
]
[ mood | pissed. ]

random surveyCollapse )

my day sucked.
the end.

Happy Fucking Valentines Fuckers.
Ry, i love you.

yesterdays feelings

Ghetto Fabulous Day.. [Tuesday
February 8th, 2005
8:05pm
]
[ mood | busy ]

well today was perdy fun. haha.
Ally and i decided to go along with the "Ghetto Day" and twas interesting.
took some random pictures and yeah.. haha.
so here you go..

Ghetto CrackersCollapse )

that's it for me. later.
Oh yeah, First Varsity Match, tomorrow night. w00t.
later.
Ry, i love you baby.&&.you're my world!.
♥Spanky*

2 yesterdays feelings

i'm okay... [Monday
February 7th, 2005
8:53pm
]
[ mood | excited ]

hey everyone. how's it going?
well my week has been perdy good so far.
i just found out that i am playing Varsity Soccer. w00t.
and then today was uhhh twin day? and yeah twas interesting.
then tomorrow is "Ghetto Fabulous Day" and Ally and i will be participating, i will be sure to post a shit load of pix. tehe.
also, this weekend, Andrew broke his collar bone :( it sucks but owell i wuv my buddy anyway, with or without his collar bone. haha.
and uhhh.. yeah?.
almost 8 months wif Ry. tehe.

that's it. later.
Ry, i love you cracka. you're the only person for me. :).
Ally, were gonna be gungster :). TE-HHEEE. the red neck way.
haha.

♥Spanky*.

oh yeah, new layout. when i find out who did it, i'll credit :-D.

1 yesterdays feelings

pic from Ryan Melton.. [Wednesday
February 2nd, 2005
8:36pm
]
[ mood | sickasfuck ]

w00t.

Picture from Ryan M.Collapse )


ah thankie Ryan M, that made my day better.
shankie. :)

Ryan C, i love you baby.&&.you're my everything. :)

9 yesterdays feelings

whew.. [Monday
January 31st, 2005
10:43pm
]
[ mood | . ]

camera whoringCollapse )

w00t.
bad day. egh.
owell.
Ry, i love you baby.

♥Spanky*

Ally, i ont my boooooots. haha.

yesterdays feelings

do you like to hurt?.. [Sunday
January 30th, 2005
2:10am
]
[ mood | ? ]

well today was okay.
we got a shitload of ice. wahoo.
i hope we don't have school monday.
hm.. well, Ally and i spent the day wif Joe and Ryan.
twas fun. :) we played in the ice then hung out and what not.
then we're here hanging out doing absofuckinglutely nothing.

the end.

Ry, i love you baby. you're my world.

♥Spanky*

yesterdays feelings

day from hell.. [Thursday
January 27th, 2005
9:46pm
]
[ mood | cranky ]

today sucked so much ass it's not even funny.

the end.

Ry, i love you baby. you're my everything. i can't wait to see you.

♥Spanky*

2 yesterdays feelings

hahahahahahaha.. [Wednesday
January 26th, 2005
8:36pm
]
[ mood | at ease. ]

the best fucking day of my life. haha.
Katie got the shit tore outta her today. haha. GOOOOO BROOKE!
oh lord. that was effing hilarious.
i wish i could've seen it. but it was funny how Brooke was describing it.
hahaha. awh and poor Waldrep might hafta switch schools, again. :(.
hahahahahhaha. funny shit.

hrm.. anyway, my day was good.
went to school.
did shit. then went to soccer.
got run an ass load.
and yeah. now i'm here.
the end.
Ry, i love you baby. you're my world. i can't wait til this weekend. :).
ALly, my seeeeester :). i lurv you.

♥Spanky*
sticks and stones may break my bones but whips and chains excite me so throw me down on the ground and show me that you like me..

3 yesterdays feelings

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