spanky* (thisendstonite) wrote,

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okay so time for an update.
me and Ryan broke up. for all of those who don't know who he is, he's the guy i've been dating almost a year.
omg this kills me.
i really really really love him, but no one seems to understand that.
so now i'm dating Anthony Willard. he's so sweet and funny but everytime i look at him i begin to compare him to Ryan. it sucks. i find myself saying shit like "he'll never be a Ryan". it just drives me crazy.
i'm in love with Ryan and i duno what to do. i fucked up yet once again.
Ryan wants to work things out but i'm tired of fighting his best friend for my boyfriend. i just can't cry myself to sleep everynight because he wants to hang out with his best friend. i can't do it.
i duno what to do?. someone help.


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